self-camp (care)

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hands on the wheel / headed towards the mountains / ‘cold’ by chris stapleton on the stereo / 5G…4G…3G / oh no…no service / what a bummer / my mom told me that i couldn’t run away from my problems / watch me. / one tap to sleep on the gravel ground / two poles & the tent rises / i get my camp chairs & my hammock set-up / does it get better? / pop a squat / the sky sprinkled with stars / a slight breeze rushes through my sleeves / is this what dying feels like… / i feel so calm / “start a fire?” / chopping wood is more challenging than i expected / fuck flint…lighters exist / i hear the first crackle / canned vegetable soup & ready rice / made sure to pack my favorite big spoon / underneath my nails are caked with dirt / these pants will be worn again / i’m happy i decided not to jump / ahh…air mattress & back pain / deodorant is optional / a fresh pair of wool socks / let’s bundle up in a puffy / sip on some lukewarm coffee / i’m glad i exist / three miles & BAM! / waterfall / what a wonder / where to next?