Category: My Fears
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what if?
What if we could have it all? And by all, I mean ALL. Every single thing you’ve ever dreamed of? What if we believe that all our dreams came true? Would it be as delusional as I sound? What if fear was a foreign concept? What if the only feelings that mattered were your own?… Read more
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A Love Affair With Light
Did you know I have a tattoo of the sun behind my left ear? I got the tattoo when I was eighteen and madly in love with the sun. I remember that my obsession with the sun started when I was young. I even remember going on and on about it to my friend in… Read more
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The Need to Feel Alive
“Anything to feel alive.” The past two years, I haven’t been able to get this out of my mind. I will do absolutely anything to feel alive… whether it be standing on the edge or swimming in the ocean in the middle of the night. Because, why the hell not? But I can’t help but… Read more
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A Table for One & A Wish for Two
I took myself to Maggiano’s Little Italy on my solo birthday trip in Boston. It was my dinner on the last day. I walked in and asked for a table for one. The hostess sat me at a large red booth all to myself. I did a little boot scoot and boogie to sit in… Read more
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50 Things I Wish I Could Tell My Mom For Her 50th Birthday
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Showerheads, Sweatshirts, & Goodbye to Grandpa
My grandpa died two days ago. I felt my phone vibrating and saw my mom’s name pop up…she hasn’t called me in 8 years. A couple of rings went by while I thought of every single possible thing she could be calling me about. Finally, I answered the phone: Me: “hello?” Mom: “hi, how are… Read more