Category: My Self-Awareness
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Behind the Smile: The Unspoken Reality of Loneliness & Burnout
October 22, 2024: Sadly, I hate to say it, but I’m not doing well. I’ve never been so homesick in my entire life and I’ve never felt more dead on the inside. The weather gets cold, and I’m done for. I’m already wearing thermals here in Maine because mother nature decided that it should be… Read more
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F*ck Love & Body Image
About a month ago I was on a date with a man. We were sitting on his bed and he asked me what exactly I was looking for. I told him that I was looking for the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with in hopes that it ended in marriage.… Read more
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My Poetic Sack Of Sh*t Life As Of Lately
So…I’ve written the least since I started my blog which is ironic because I created this page for that exact purpose. Right now, I feel like everything I write has to be life changing or poetic. I also have been up to my nose in balancing being a student and a teaching assistant while also… Read more
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The “All or Nothing” Mentality
For majority of my life, I’ve always been told that I’m stubborn. It’s one of my most significant personality traits and likes to bleed into my “all or nothing” mentality. I’m not only stubborn with the people I surround myself, but internally I often find myself fighting with the little voice in my head every… Read more
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The Burn-Out of a Busy Body
The other day I was talking to my oldest friend on the phone. This particular friend is one that struggled with mental health issues during the earlier parts of our friendship. Mental health issues that led to self-harm, which led to a suicide attempt and then a very long stay at the looney bin. Looney… Read more